Well, so...I know it has been FOREVER, but I haven't had time to just sit on my computer and actually talk or anything. Ha. Just got back from Stephanie's (my Broha's girlfriend) graduation party...and HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY MOMMA!

Life (AKA boyfriend): Let's see, it's been absolutly great. I don't think it would be that way though without the love of my life. I'm not going to lie. Noel has been with me through everything. He pretty much is my husband. No joke.

Dance: I've been doing a lot better. Just had a recital. That was my last recital ever in my life at Golden's. Speaking of, I only have one more year at that place. I heard I even get a solo next year in the recital because I'm graduating and moving on. YESSSSS! But, competition has been great too. I've been getting Gold's and Platinum's on my solo's. It's been a lot of fun this year. And we're going to Sandusky, Ohio for nationals! WOOO. and Noel gets to come too!

School: Well, we all know that's over now. Ha. But I do get to be a senior next year. CLASS OF 2007! WOOO! I can't wait. Plus being on POMS will definitly help my senior year be even more awesome. I love being on that team. I can't wait to do games, and even go to camp in a few weeks! yay! I'm getting my senior pictures taken on the 19th! I hope they turn out really nice because I'm really tired of giving my friends pictures from dance. HAHA. They'll get an actual picture of me without a cake of makeup on me.

So...I guess I'm pretty much done. I don't know what else to say. I want to have a bonfire sometime before I go to camp. I think that'll be fun. And then I also am going to be in the 4th OF JULY parade in carol stream, SO COME AND SEE US POMMIES! Wooooo!

alright. I'm outtie! Love ya!

So I gave blood yesterday...good thing, correct? Well duh....! I was pretty sore, my arm was, and I still kind of am today. I'm at dance, in gym, and Mrs. Richards said that we were getting graded on our warm-ups today. We do this arm balance thing, and it didn't feel right on my arm, so I didn't do that part. I told her after we did warm-ups and she told me, "Then you shouldn't give blood." Uhhhhh....ok stupid whore, maybe I thought about other people other than myself. Maybe that's one thing she should do once in a good while. Whatev. She can go suck a big ugly toe!

Now, I started the pill on sunday...yea. WOOO on me. I keep on forgetting my time though, well I mean I know what time to take it at.....

i'll finish when i get home, class is over.

I don't know why that's my subject...it just is...

So far, this quarter has been pretty awesome. I've been doing very well in school. I mean, I got a fricken 88% on my research paper in english. WOW! That's crazy, I have never done that well in that class on a writing assignment before. I've been doing better on tests. Not falling alseep in classes at all either. I don't know what I'm even doing. Nothing different, I don't think. Ha.

School hasn't been all that bad lately! It's been good. I mean, I don't liek getting homework, but I still do it, and I still do well. IT's pretty amazing. I'm proud of myself, maybe I can bring my grades up to A's? LoL. MaYbE!?

Making Pom's has been pretty hard to believe as well. I mean, come on, can you really imagine me, KERI DAHM, being in pom's? Because I can't. But I just really wanted to do it my senior year, and I seriously am NOW! I fricken made the team...after doing the dance 4 times, I BETTER HAVE! LoL. Getting kidnapped was the best part...

I can't wait to go see The Rocket Summer on the 26th! I love dating someone who loves music as much as I do, because we go to a lot of cheap shows/concerts. LOL! That's all the good music too! Ha. So yea. I can't wait for that.

Well...that's good for now. I forgot what I was going to write. Bye bye!

i fricken love Hellogoodbye, Acceptence, Panic! At The Disco, and The Academy Is... They were all so awesome. And once again I got signatures from Hellogoodbye, It's like we're in love! I bought their cd, again, just so I could meet them and get their signatures. It was awesome! I took pictures with them too. I'll have all the pictures up as soon as I upload them, TWO CAMERA's FULL!

But Noel and I went downtown and walked around Navy Pier before it was time for the show! It was fun, I have pictures of that too. We went on the Ferris Wheel, It was fun, and cold. He wrote NV + KD and a heart around it on the ferris wheel. To see if it's still there, when we go back in the summer, we have to ride the #6 car. LoL. Like That'll happen. LoL.

So At the concert/show it was pretty crazy, YEA..SOLD OUT was right. LoL. By the time Hellogoodbye came on, FINALLY, everyone just pushed forward, ooooh man. Did that hurt, I couldn't breathe some of the time, and man was it crazy. Everyone was sweating by the time they had their like second song. GROSS! And since I had to leave after Hellogoodbye went to get their signatures and stuff, Fez was all alone. And I told him I'd be back.

So Acceptence started and I was still by Hellogoodbye, and when I finally tried to go back to the show area...there was no way I could have gotten back in where Fez was, It was horrible how people were like ON TOP of each other. So Fez all the sudden crowd surfs to the front, and goes around. OOOH I WAS SO MAD. I didn't want him to lose his spot. I was planning on getting back in there as soon as their segment was over. But then he grabbed me, and pulled me back in, say that we knew "our friends" were up there waiting...

We got pretty close to the front this time, only a few people away! It was great! And then Panic! came on. It was great. Only the singer was sick...ha, I like them so much, I don't even know any of their names! LoL. But anyways, he was sick so he's like apologizing if he messes up...oooh man it was GREAT! I knew all the songs. I loved it, But then it started to get bad, And I was getting less and less air...

I was getting pushed over, but never really fell. And I was literally leaning on people half the time. My legs were getting weak. And I was getting pushed up against people, and it was hurting pretty bad. So Panic! was on their last song, and they were liek half way through it, and I'm like I want out...I can't take it. So I got crown surfed...and I started walking out to the side, and I like pretty much collapsed. The security guys got me water, and helped me down stairs to the front area. I got more water and just chilled with Fez there. The main security guy said that we couldsit on the balcony seats because this happened! I WAS LIKE SWEET! I was excited. So we went up there, and then The Academy Is came on! I was excited. I actually knew their songs. LoL. And they were really good!

I had so much fun! God I love Noel so much. And I had the best christmas/birthday present ever!!!

OOOH! When we went to Navy pier, I picked out this beutiful ring, and he bought it for me, it's so pretty! and A new shell necklace too. It's pretty as well! Hehe. He's so good to me. I wouldn't trade him for the world. I love him!

Me and Forrest!
Me and Marcus!
Me and Chris!
Me and Jesse! (my LOVER)

Panic! At The Disco:



I got tons of Panic! but they're all pretty much the same. Haha!

Acceptence:


Hellogoodbye:




There were a lot more of Hellogoodbye, DUH, but I decided not to bore you with the awesomeness, since you weren't there!

Navy Pier and More:

We were waiting for them to open the doors, we were out there for about an hour, IT WAS COLD!

Before the show started, we look SICK! haha....*sigh* LOVE.

Before going on the Ferris Wheel at Navy Pier, we bought this one!

On the Ferris Wheel...yikes! SCARY!

Beautiful view!

Fez took this of me, I'm in front of the Hancock Building, pretty!

There's most of the pictures!!!

At school it's pretty lame....for surious man. LoL. Anyways...I don't know why I don't write in this thing anymore. Maybe because I'm not having a miserable life anymore or something. I don't know, it's been pretty awesome the past like 4 months or so. Being with Noel is the best thing ever. And I honestly don't know what I'd do without him. Meh...probably just be writing in this lame thing, 3 times a day...or something like that. LoL.

So far on the past competitions I've been in they've been pretty good. I'm getting better with me solos and mine and Nicole's duet. I just hope next competition I'll get a platinum or high gold or whatever on BOTH my solos. That would be pretty awesome if you ask me. Right? Yea, so...I always seem to have a great time at competition...and then when it's over I'm exhausted...usually by the second day my ankle will give out...NO! Ouch! yea, I don't want to end up like those people with broken, sprain ligaments...YIKES! no thanks.

So I got to go. Class is just about over....wow. I actually wrote in this thing. Hah. One more class and I'm home...oh then to the doctors...YUCKY! Anyways...ADIOS! Love ya.

I know. It's been forever. But like I said, I am not going to write...if I ain't got nothing to write about...

So here it is...
Why was I really upset last night?

Well...it was a whole bunch of fucking shit. It pissed me off so much. The fact that I didn't eat at all...and I really couldn't since I missed last monday on account I was sick. So even if I would have asked, Miss Mary probabl would have said no, or gotten mad. So I was starving...and what got me was that when I was about to leave to go home, I saw a text message that said, " Don't eat anything, My treat later..." but then another one that said, "Nevermind the last text, I'm eating at Stephanie's..." RAWR. Fine. Whatev.
So I also couldn't do my homework, I mean sure, it was one assignment, but I wanted to finish it there at the studio...but couldn't miss classes. Grrr. So I did that at home.
But then, when I was putting all my dance shit in the trunk, I had a can of root beer in my hand...and I bumped it and it spilled all over my new green pants. Ohhh man....that was the last straw. I was so irretated.
The fact that my back was hurting was driving me crazy too. I couldn't do what I do best in classes...ARABESQUE! Because I pulled a muscle on my right side of my back, and that's my good arabesque side. ooooh. I was furious. The pain was excruciating!

But...I felt bad because I was being the biggest bitch to my favoritest person ever, Noel. I wasn't talking and I was being grumpy. But I apologized after a long while of pouting. He almost left, that's how mad he started to get at ME. I was horrible. I love you, baby.
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But today, he wanted to do something special for me. He got the movie Walk The Line. Our first movie together. It was really special. Plus we got to watch the whole thing. Hehe. And he told me, "Do you know how hard it was to not kiss you...?" AWWWW! He's such a sweetheart. And he's all MINE!

I love him with all my heart, and I would do anything for him. I just hope I can always be there for him, when he needs me. Because he's my everything...




As for everything else. Life's great. I'm doing a lot better in school. And dance is going well. I'm doing good at competitions. Hopefully this next one, I won't throw up! Haha!
I'm trying out for poms in about a month! Yes POMS! I'm majorly excited. WOOO! And I didn't get to do the musical this year. That's ok I have next year, their doing PETER PAN! ok. So I'm going to go...Love ya! BYE BYE.

sorry such a short update!
OOOH! For Lent I'm giving up NACHOS and FRIES! Yay!

I love him. I really do. There is nothing or no one that stop me from loving him. What was even better, LAST NIGHT...

The plan was for us to have our first "real" date. We've been on dates before, but not anywere they've been dinenr and a movie kind of deal, I guess. I don't know, it was just simply amazing.

So yesterday, he came to my dance studio and helped out with the painting and the prop building for the production dance. He's so good and handy stuff. Awesome-ness. And I got out of dance at 4. All sweaty, and he watched me, and I actually did really amazing. Like I danced really well, when we showed and stuff. It was all good.

Then I got home, and he went ot his house, and I showered, and he showered at his house, and got ready. I wore my black miniskirt and burgendy shirt. My hair was down and straightened. And I had my makeup on and stuff. LoL. And I waited for him to get to my house.
He called to tell me he had to run a few errands so he wouldn't be at my house till about 6:30. *sigh*
When he got to me house, we left right away, but it was raining, and he got the door for me, and I almost sat on the roses he bought me. AWWW! They were so beautiful! A pink one, Red one, and a purpley-pink one, with a bunch of little purple and white ones. So pretty.

Our first part of the date was to the glow-in-the-dark minigolfing place. it was fun. He beat me though, haha. And then we played the quarter machines. He ran out to his car just to get like $3 in quaters. That was fun. We got some cool stuff. Worthless, but cute.

Then after that we went to a seafood restaurant. It's called Apparduex (spelling?). I was kind of iffy at first, but I hadn't had seafood in awhile, so I was glad he took me somewhere where I had eating in a while. IT was both out first time eating there though, and we had the bestest waitress ever. She was awesome. And Fez and I fed our dessert to each other. IT was cute. It wasn't completely romantic. But it had romantic parts in the dinner part of the evening. Me playing with my lobster though, not very pretty. LoL. That lobster cost $20 a pound, and I got a 3LB lobster. YIKES! And kicking over the chair probably wasn't the best either. Ha. We left there around 10:20 ish.

We went to blockbuster and rented American Beauty. That was a good movie. We both hadn't seen the whole thing, so I thought it was good to get. Yes?

He didn't leave till about 2am. Well because the movie didn't end till 1:30 and then since everyone was sleeping we went downstairs and had a moment. It was amazing. I love him. It was love. And then he said, "No, true love."

AWWWW!

I could spend every waking moment with that boy and never be sick of him, because I'm so in love with him, it's crazy. God I love him. <333 12.9.05

I don't think I'm going to write in here for a while. Things in my life are going so wonderfully and there's really no need to write it down. If I have any new pictures, sure I'll post them. But it's not like anyone reads this thing anyways. Or has any opinions on what I write. Meh. I don't know. I'll stick to my real journal and my myspace for a little while. KISSES!

Wow. It's been quite a while. Sadly.

I can't sleep right now. I don't know. I'm just anticipating seeing my handsome Noel in the morning. I see him pretty much everday, and I just can never get enough of him. I love him so much. He's my everything times 28.
Yes. I did pick a random number.

Well...school has been aweful. I don't know. Everything is going down the drain again. Grades, motivation. All of it. I just don't feel the excitement for school one bit. Plus I'm either falling asleep in History or English. Rawr. I really does suck. Those are my two worst classes. Oh well. But yea. Plus with the new semester. My scheduele changed a little in the middle so my day seems to be a little longer than usual. It really sucks ass.

Dance has been same old, same old. I have fun most of the time. But I mean my motivation has gone down a little there too. I have no clue why. It just is. Sadly. Miss Kari has been sick too. Like really sick. So Miss Breanne has been teaching her classes. That's fun, though.

I got angry one night this week...and Fez was here and told me he loved me and that I didn't have to be upset. He saw me cry. For a real reason, for the first time, ever. I was so angry and upset that I cleaned my room. Like picked it all up. All I have to do is do my laundry. Ahhhh yes. I haven't done laundry in about 3 weeks. Wow. That's sad.

Well...I don't know what else to write. Nothing...because I have a boring life.

I did see Underworld: Evolution. Go see it. It's good. Yes.

The past week has been ok. Starting school isn't all what was on the top of my lists to do, but I guess I couldn't complain, it has been an easy week. I've only had a little homework here and there, and it's only because finals are next week.
Oh em gee! FINALS. It's like nails on a chalkboard. I seriously don't know if I'm going to do good. I've been slacking off since...the beginning of the year. Oh man. I want to do so well on these finals. So maybe I really should limit myself from the boy next week.
The good thing is, I get to sleep in tuesday and thursday, since I don't got finals in the morning. And getting out around 11 is pretty awesome if you ask me. Yep.

So...work has been pretty boring. Cassie got fired. That really sucks. If only she used her brain and didn't close the store so early, she'd still have her job. Because I really liked her, but she came by the store yesterday while I was working with Nicholle.
Markdowns are starting, this sucks really bad. Yep. 'Nuff said.

Dance has made me in so much pain this week. Oh man. I am not use to dancing. Because I like to try really hard when it comes to technique classes, and I tried way too hard. That was my consequence. LoL.
I have dance today. But I have a short day. Which pretty much rocks. Haha.

But the best part of today, this morning, the boy is picking me up so we can go to breakfast. Yummy. At Spring Garden. I'm really excited. He'll be here soon. Then he is driving me to dance, and all the girls are going to meet him. Hehe. Plus he gets to see my duet with Nicole. Yay.
But yea. I've been sad because I don't get to see the boy all that often. It kind of sucks. But I guess it makes all the day when I do see him, all so much more. It's so amazing. Hehe. He makes me so very happy.

Ok. I think I'm done for now...yes. I love you all. And I'm out...

I ♥ 2006 so far.





I ♥ my boyfriend.
I ♥ my friends.
I ♥ my family.
And I ♥ you...most likely!




Yay for '06. May there be many more days like "the beginning of the year."

Christmas was a-mazing...I didn't get to say that. But it was. Yes.

And the boy bought me so much stuff, I was in awe. It was crazy. He got me a $25 gift card for i-tunes, a cute cow and cow mug from oberwise (hehe), and TICKETS TO SEE THE ACADEMY IS, PANIC! AT THE DISCO, ACCEPTANCE, AND HELLOGOODBYE. I was pretty much speechless. He tricked me. I totally didn't think he was going to get me those tickets, I thought they were sold out...Oh man. It's somekindoflove with that boy!

I also got...a car stereo, remote starter, a cute parking sign, carpets, cute hanging dice, and a cd holder...all for MI CARRO! A-mazing.
And as for every other little thing...new door hanging diddlys (haha), new comforter (that I picked out in a catalog), a few shirts, a new fish tank (es muy grande), an alarm/clock/radio, and a calendar.
Oh man...6 johnny depp movies...CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY, DONNIE BRASCO (which I watched with Fez on christmas), THE MAN WHO CRIED, NICK OF TIME, NIGHTMARE ON ELM STREET (the first one), AND THE NINTH GATE. Yay!

Christmas has been great...and Jessica, MY BFFL, is coming over around 3:30 ish and we're switching presents. And I got to do Joshua's too. Then Cassie and I are switching on friday. Yay!


As for yesterday...I had fun. It was a good day. After Yvonne left :( Amy and I went to the mall, for some good ol' shopping. It called for some good times. And I shopped, ONCE AGAIN, for the boy. I always do...haha. Then I took her home around 4. And I went to pick up Erin. That was so much fun...

♥We went and got gas, and talked about my car blowing up if I didn't turn it off. But it didn't...lol. Don't worry guys.
♥Then we went back to my house and I changed her one cartilage for her, but the other one wouldn't change. So Then I pierced her left ear, in the center...like mine. "NOW WE BOTH HAVE BUMPS AND MATCH!" Haha.
♥Then we went to Taco bell, but Erin wasn't eating ever again so she didn't get anything, then we went to oberwise and I got a PEPPERMINT SHAKE...still Erin didn't want anything. LOL.
♥Then when we got back to mi casa we played a M.A.S.H. That was so much fun. But I was disappointed that I wasn't marrying the boy. LoL. Erin's boy was a little disappointing too. But she's going to have an affair with Orlando Bloom. That makes it all better. Hehe.
♥Then we played with myspace for a bit. And I sent pictures to her phone from mine, and she sent them to my computer. It was cool. And we changed up her page a bit with some fun features.
♥Then Kelly and Jenny Sunday came over, and I peirced Kelly's 4th holes. She was scared shitless. But in the end, she was fine. HAHA! Then we left and went for a drive, and picked up turtle...It was cool. And then drove him to work...that was creepy...and all GATACA-like. LoL. Then tried to get lost, and drive around some more. LoL.

That was pretty much it. I've had some pretty good days so far...WOOO! YaY for friends and my boyfriend.

OMG!!! Yvonne is sooooo cool...and so AWESOME! o yea and Amy..i guess! Back to yvonne...ummmmmmm... Keri's padre es dormiemdo so i have to not scream or be loud....its hard!! So yea we went to Applebees ok and me and Amy met Fez and i think he thinks we smoke to much CRACK! and then after that we went to blockbuster and OMG we were soooo CRAZY!! i thought we were gonna get kicked out..and then i knocked down movies and then i fell down later..OUCH! j/k j/k...o yea thats Amy's gang if u wanna join...OOOOOOOO and i stepped on amys gHetto pants and ripped theM 2 times!!JAJAJAJAJA!!! .....And Yvonnes done.

KERI'S TURN!!-

So. Yea. Yvonne is definitly done. She's now like on top of Amy. And she's snoring. SHHHHHHHHH! And now they're laughing. And she kicked Amy off the bed. And Amy is eating pretzels! Delicioso. She's majorly loud! haha.

Uh. The boy is awesome. But he left at 10 because he went bowling. Yep. He actually has friends. He'll kill me later for saying that. Pfft. Whatev. Then he won't get the present I got him for later. HAHAHAHA! Uh...so I bought him a bracelet from Claire's. Mine says GIRLFRIEND and his says BOYFRIEND! hHaha. It's awesome. To the max. X15483. Hehe.

Amy is now listen/watching a music video on her Ipod. It's Helena. Good stuff. Yeaaa!

Soon we have to watch 40 Year Old Virgin...YEAAAA! Haha. HBe watched Dark Water a little while ago. It was kind of confusing. And Then towards the end very "THE RING" like. Meh. And their were scary parts.

Work was boring today. Uh I'm glad I dont have work till thursday! YES! And I'm exchanging gifts with people all week. And Ashley Crocello's party is on friday. And Fez is coming with! I am making him. I'll Make him wear something nice too. Like the Sweater I got him. Yay!

ok....I'm done.

MERRY EFFIN CHRISTMAS!





I'll update more later...
I'm waiting for the boy to be here to open my presents!

Alright. Well. I'm sitting here. On my bed. And Fez is here with me too. This calls for some good times. Tehe.
But I have a headache like no other. Damnit! Meh....just got to not think about it!

So we ate at Potbellys tonight and that was delicious. Yummy! And then he got some Big Straw...with them tapeoka balls...GROSS! GOOPY BALLS!! I told him I wouldn't kiss him. EVER AGAIN...but I did eventually. Haha.
Then We went back to my house. And fell asleep for a while. It felt good. I felt so comfortable. I guess words really can't describe it. *smiles* Then Mariel called and woke us up. Haha. That's ok. I was ready to bowl!
We met them at the bowling alley and that was so much fun. I love double dating with them. It's fun. Everyone gets along great!
We left after our two hours of bowling and went to the Carol Stream Fountain and walked around. It was so very pretty and romantic. With the christmas lights and snow on the ground. I got a penny and made a wish. Hehe. I wonder what he wished for?
We had to leave though. Curfew was coming close. So Fez drove me home. And he stayed...hehe. He's sleeping right now. Right next to me. He looks so cute and handsome and peaceful. Awwwwww.
I think I'll kiss him now.
GOAL ACCOMPLISHED!
Awww. He looks so cute. I don't ever want him to leave.

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I don't know. I'm done for now. *Smiles*

Uh. Yes. It's true. I am the happiest girl. And now I can freely talk about the boy. I mean...Fez. Haha. Yea, it's pretty great if you ask me. I'm relly quite excited that I can talk about him and not have to be afraid who hears me. And I get to go to his house and not have to make up an excuse to where I'm going. It feels so awesome. I hope he thinks so too.

This Winter break is going th be the best. And So far it has been.

I got to hango ut with the Allison yesterday. That was so much fun. Chach could have come along, but she didn't. That's ok I still very much lovvve her to pieces. Hehe. And we drove to Kasey's house. Which is 5 years away. LOL! And then went to Charelstown mall! That called for some good times. And trying to find Kohl's was an adventure indeed! haha. But yea, I lovvve Allison and I had bunches of fun with her. Tehe.

Then Fez came to pick me up and take me to the mall so that I can get my grab bag gift for my dad's side of the family. I got Hot Choco stuff. Yum. And then I went to work. Work was pretty much boring. It got it's busy points but meh. LoL. Then my lover came to pick me up from work. He was late though. LoL. That's ok. I told him I hated him, and then we were cool!

We waited for the broha at mi casa and the time soon came. I was sooooo excited. And even though his heart was beating like crazy style I didn't care. It was done and over with. And he hated me for a couple of seconds because I didn't tell him that Chris already knew. And that Mariel and Ricky knew that. HAHA! But meh. He got over it. And then he flicked me off when he was leaving. LOL. I'll show him! haha.

Wow. And now I'm waiting for 5 o'clock to roll around so I can see him. *smiles* So in the mean time, I've been wanting to clean my room and finish wrapping presents. WOOOO!

So. I definitly can't sleep. I have no idea why. I just woke up in the middle of the night and now I can't fall asleep. I was juts laying there for an hour. This really sucks.

And myspace definitly sucks. I think that someone changed my password. Because the other day I signed in and it was perfectly fine. And I try it now and it won't let me in. Not cool. I'm really pissed. I had to start all over. So guys, learn a lesson, maybe right your passwords down? I don't know, I thought I knew mine. I guess I'm going crazy?

I was really disappointed tonight. I just was uber mad. He had the chance and didn't say anything? I don't know. Maybe I'm making too big of a deal about it, maybe not? But my ma was really upset, she thought all these secrets would be over. And they seriously could be. I know what my broha thinks. Now it's the boy who has to make the choice to tell him. He's making it too much of what it really is. SERIOUSLY. I wouldn't lie to him. He's not listening to what I was saying...

I wrapped all my family's presents. I did so good this year. It was crazy. You should see the tree...haha.

I love hanging out with him.
I love having him as my boyfriend.
He seriously makes me so happy.
I haven't been this happy in a long while.
This boy does a great job at it.
Even when he's being a jerk and makes fun of me, he knows I'm going to smile.
I wouldn't trade any moment we have together.
We are always having fun.
And he's seen me cry.
We remember the cute things we've said before we started dating.
The kisses we share never get boring.
I like when you sing and don't know the words.
I love it when we hold hands through stores and parking lots.
The way he always smells like a boy and makes me melt.
I like how you always have to get ready, when it takes me like 2 minutes to.
I love how when we kiss, we can't but help go in for another.
The time you came in for a surprise visit at work.
How you can know all my ticklish spots, and I know yours.
The way we just fit well together.
We don't have to do anything and we can make each other smile.
I love when we just lay together, embracing one another.
It's funny when I call you at work and my phone sucks in the back room.
I like to complain that you always, always pay.
I like when you say that your zip-up smells like me.
When you go for my hand when you drive.
That I can not wear makeup and you say I still look cute.
I loved it when you told me that you stole my heart away.
I like to listen to the beat of your heart.

I know there's more. But I'm too exhausted to think of them. Meh. He'll get it. I mean it's what I feel when I'm with him. When I even just think of him. *SiGh*

oooh. goodness. the day is coming. and im anticipating it so much. i cannot wait to see hellogoodbye. and like majorly close to me. wow. tehe.
plus the fact that i get to be with my lover while this all happens is even better. haha. seriously i couldnt thank him enough. and i just am really happy i get to see a favorite band of mine. yesss.

christmas is in 11 days. excited?! i dont know. yes. and well no also. it came to fast. and i really want to help out with a charity. seriously. i really want to. or something. i felt so good when i bought a toy for a kid who wont get one. awww. and i did really good on presents this year. although, im thinking about returning part of his present...meh? i dont know if hell really like it? like now that i kind know what hes all about a little bit more. what i got him really isnt him? well see. next week. when im off of school and dance i will go and find something new? hmmm...but what will it be?

i got mi coche! its soooo purty. its like a navy blue. and all mine. and i cant wait to have the boy drive in it with me. tehehe. hell end up being the first one in it. i hope...im kind of savoring it for him. lol. im a weirdo what can i say. ill make him drive around in it with me tomorrow. TOMORROW!! haha.

ok. so this whole time im talking about the boy. i need to stop. hes going to think im some crazy girl! lol. well im sure he already thought that but...you know.


ooooh. one last thing though. i had mentioned today in math that i had a boyfriend and i think chris (williams) was a little disappointed? like beause weve been writing notes and like ive been majorly flirting with him. but that was before the boy happened. like exclusivly. and well i feel bad. but then i kind of really dont. i gave chris my number, i wrote him notes, i flirted. i showed so many signs and he never responded to them back. like he would, but he wouldnt. he never gave me his number. nor did he ever call. so i dont know. maybe making him feel bad is ok. lol.
but so i told sarah when i went into target just a little while ago and she was liek WHAT YOU LIKED CHRIS! lol. it was definitly funny. she was like why didnt you tell me. and i just told her i didnt know how she would have reacted and same with kyle. so she said were going to "hate" chris now. and be mean to him. lol. it was funny. but i hgave her a nice visit. i felt good about it. plus a nice talk. hehe. and some good peppermint mocha! yay!

ok. well i need to finish cleaning my room (for the boy tomorrow). and oh i definitly need to finish laundry. so i have something to wear tomorrow. and WRITE THIS DAMN PAPER. its due on friday. but i wont have time at all tomorrow. not unless the boy will chill a bit while i finish my paper.

OHH EMM GEE. the boy is going to be in my room. IN MY ROOM!!! haha.